Preparing Our Hearts for What?

Some of my thinking is changing.  I guess, since none of us are perfect, we should all have a continual progression of thinking.

Maybe it’s a little thing, or a big thing.

We say this in church, but do we ever question it?  We address our time of worship and ascribe to it the purpose of ‘preparing our hearts to receive the Word’.  It struck me today.  "Wait a minute!  We worship God to worship God.  It is not a device of mental preparation." 

I’m not going to totally discount the value that worship might have for me personally.  The value is a reality, however, I’m not going to focus on it.  My motivation for worship should never be, in any way, personally beneficial.  Allow that to be a side issue.  Priority number one:  God is worshipped because God should be worshipped.

As  I continued to think about it, I found the opposite to bear more truth.  Learning the Word should prepare our hearts to worship.  That sounds way more appropriate to me.

This is what I’m thinking about right now.

Is It Enough To Just Teach The Bible?

Our fellowship has some good strengths. I took a survey. Most of the people say that we are strong in: Teaching, Worship and Fellowship. Those are really good things.

We are weak in Leadership, Discipleship and Serving/Evangelism. That’s bad.

My biggest lesson of 09 is: “Invest in your strengths”. We are going to invest in our strength of Teaching, to be more intentional about discipleship, in order to raise up more leaders, who will in turn enable us to be a serving church again. Why? I want to serve better. -I’m starting, by giving the Bible the boot.

Arturo Gutierrez + Bill

this guy has amazing fingers… -the end is really scary.

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Flies

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Music In The Work Camp

The Gutierrez Brothers… and me.

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Fixing The Broken i-Pod Nano

yes, those are fireworks on my shelf.

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Big-time Pastors. Small-time Pastors.

Vizcaiano: 10/17

I’m wondering if it’s possible to reverse the experience that I just had this past week.  We spoke to pastors who needed encouragement in the areas of grace and Biblical Interpretation.  The feedback from our messages was incredible.  So many of these guys were trained up in legalism.  So many of these guys take the doctrines and the traditions of their denominations as being the final authority.  In no way did we try to promote Calvary Chapel, but we did promote truth.  Very difficult issues were addressed.  Some of these guys will be changing.

We came to them and addressed some issues that were significant in their culture.  I’m wondering now, if it’s possible to bring guys like these to the U.S. to address issues that are significant in our culture.

We need to hear about faithfulness.  We need to hear about commitment.  We need to hear about contentment.  We need to hear about poverty.  We need to hear about discomfort and inconvenience.

Every year, my fellowship of churches holds a pastor’s conference.  Most of us are pastoring congregations between 50-150 people.  Most of us aren’t located in high population regions.  In spite of the norm, every year, we hear from mega church pastors.  I’m not opposed to these guys and I find their messages encouraging, but they are speaking from one world into a completely different world.  The unspoken message that many of these small town pastors hear is: ‘if you’re faithful, God will bless you with a lot of people.’  No one says this.  Some guys say the opposite, but, when a small time guy looks up to the big time guy, he’s still thinking, ‘Wow, it must be cool to have: staff pastors, secretaries, subwoofers and green rooms.”

This message can’t be avoided.  Truth be known, it’s more an issue of the small time pastor’s immaturity than anything else.

Small time pastors with big time expectations need to hear from some of these servants in Mexico.  They need to hear from the pastors I’ve worked with in Sudan.  They need to hear from the pastors I’ve worked with in Nepal.

I just spent an incredible week with some big time pastors.  Most of them don’t own cars.  Most of them don’t receive any kind of salary.  Some of them have walked away from the thousands of dollars that they were making in the drug trade, to serve Jesus in poverty.

Small time pastors in America are quitting because there are only 50 people in their fellowship.  Small time pastors are quitting because they can’t draw a salary.  Small time pastors are quitting because it’s hard.  (Don’t get me wrong.  There is, for some, a time to quit).  Small time pastors are thinking too much about themselves.

When we start thinking too much about ourselves, we need to go and hang out with some big time pastors.

I just did.

It won’t take long.  Soon, I’ll start thinking about myself again.

Good thing they’ve invited me back.

Jon Gave Me a Cassette Tape

10/11/09

I’m a rookie.  What is ten years?

Does it take a decade to even begin to learn? 

It has for me.  For the past year or so, I feel like the incubation of knowledge and experience has just begun to hatch.  The shell is cracking, or so it would seem.

Today I was in one of those situations where I stood in front of men who have been around much longer than me.  They have sacrificed more.  They have been preaching more.  They humble me… more.

I stood before these men and taught them how to interpret the Scriptures.  Some of them have been interpreting the scriptures since before I was born.  Why was I standing before them with this topic?

I don’t know… but there I was, and I was baffled by the privilege. 

What became more baffling was the response.  They’ve been asking questions all afternoon.  They are hungry for more understanding.

Not all the faces were smiling.  Some of them weren’t happy about my teaching.  I gave them some basic ground rules and guidelines for interpreting the scriptures.  I basically gave them the info that is available here on the blog… back a few posts.  For some of these guys, accepting these ground rules means serious trouble for their doctrines, traditions and denominational standing.  Many of the denominations and traditions are granted a higher authority than the Word.  making the Word a priority will, for some of these men, mean big trouble.  Ultimately, I believe, it will translate over to a greater freedom in their faith, but with freedom, there is usually a price to pay. 

The teaching team is taking them through Galatians.  Yet again, those who hold to legalistic traditions are being instructed and rebuked.

There’s a lot of potential for change happening here.  A pastor liberated from legalism leads to a congregation liberated from legalism, which leads to discipleship which is liberated from legalism, which leads to future church plants being liberated from legalism. 

This is amazing to me.

The work we do here, might impact the future of the Christian church in the Baja Peninsula in a big way.  That’s coo!

There is already abounding grace.  Now, for some of these guys, that abounding grace is being revealed.  Somehow, I get to be part of this.

It is God’s will that enabled me to be here.  I say this, however, by faith.  My eyes see a path of un-connected randomness.

in 1984, Jon Preussner gave me a cassette tape that he didn’t like.

I loved it.

The band was Undercover.

The lead singer was Bill Walden.

Bill Walden is a fellow Calvary Chapel pastor.

I decided that I needed to be friends with Bill.

I became friends with Bill.

I went to Oregon to be one of 8 guys in a class.

Bill was in that class.

We talked about missions.

Bill sent me an email, inviting me to Mexico.

Bill picked me up in San Diego, and we drove 12 hours down an empty road to a new building filled up with Pastors and church leaders.

I’m glad that Jon gave me that cassette.  I’m glad that I got to be a cracked rookie… just a shepherd boy slinging rocks at Giants.  Just a 14 year old boy with a cassette tape in his hand… a cassette tape that led to an opportunity to change lives in the middle of the Baja Peninsula 25 years later. 

Wow.

God does cool things.

Random Thoughts From A Plane

(10/11/09)

Insomnia is new to me.  This is only day 3, but it sure seems like an eternity.  Two nights ago there were snippets of sleep that were occupied with those strange ongoing dreams that both haunt and ravage shallow sleep.  Maybe these dreams are more suitable for deep sleep, but carry too much caliber and force for the shallow slumber.  Strange things happened, but I couldn’t explain them.  I wonder how the human mind (namely mine) is able to conjure up such intricate plots of unimaginable weirdness.  My wife tells me that she understands.  She credits my capacity for the bizarre much greater than I do. 

Last night I worked till 2am.  I was excited to go to bed.  When I got there I instantly became uncomfortably hot and stayed awake past 4am. 

The alarm went off at 7am.  Sure, I had no problem sleeping then.

Today began at 7am EST and probably won’t end till close to midnight PST.  I’ve always been able to sleep on a plane.  I even read 80 pages of a semi-interesting, yet moderately boring book about a pastor named Ed who accounted his attempt to live one year like Jesus.  For some reason, he felt like it was important to pray the Rosary.  That confused me.  Jesus didn’t pray the Rosary.  As I was reading the book about Ed the pastor I was listening to a book by Stuart Copeland, my musical hero since I was ten.  I was a drummer.  I needed a hero.  All my other teenage friends were into sports and had appropriately matched heroes to their favored sports.  I didn’t like sports.  I still don’t like sports.  I do, however, still like the drums.

When you read a book and listen to a book at the same time, strange things begin to happen.  I would suddenly be shocked when Ed the Pastor would blurt out expletives, or when Stuart Copeland the drum god would be observing a Sabbath. 

I’m still not sleeping.

I’ll be honest.  I know why I’m not sleeping.  I don’t want to admit it, but I know.  I’m pretty sure I have a mild addiction.

For 3 days, I have not taken my migraine meds.  They make me tired.  they dry out every drop of moisture from  my head.  They make me fatter than my regular level of fat.  They do however, keep most of the migraines at bay.

There has been a lot of migraine activity today.  I’ll be taking the fat sleepy pills the moment I reach Sand Diego.  Later tonight, in Mexico, I’ll sleep.  How do I know? 

I’m addicted.

Writing this random information isn’t even making me sleepy.  Listening to a random mix of 5 different Coldplay albums (which is pretty boring, but good), isn’t making me tired.

Maybe I’ve discovered my super power.

Summing Up Vision

Most folks in the church don’t really understand what is meant by ‘vision’.  Very simply stated, vision is the act of seeing.  If you can open your eyes and see the; walls, windows and humans around you, you have vision.  If you open your eyes and see Bigfoot in a tu tu, then you don’t have vision.

The easy part of vision involves seeing what ‘is’.

The hard part of vision involves seeing what ‘is yet to be’.

The hard part of vision can be broken down into two segments.  1.-  Walt Disney Vision  2.- Nehemiah Vision